thestoryofabipolarbear:
Feeling of stability:
Thinking your “good” mood is surreal.
Not knowing whether your stability will last.
Afraid people will think you put an act all these years.
Feeling the dependence of medication.
No one will help you when you do have a relapse.
Not knowing whether your feelings now are the real you or just what the medications are doing.
thatqueergirlandhersunflowers:
To All Survivors:
You are fucking incredible. You are still here. And you’re a fucking warrior for that.
(Source: theloveyourselfchallenge)
thestoryofabipolarbear:
A while ago, someone asked me if there were other ways of coping with a mental illness besides medication. Even though, I am medicated myself, there are definitely some great alternatives. I did some research and found some alternatives and I’ll also mention a few of…
(Source: prozac34)
salty-air-messy-hair:
letgoandloveall:
i will never not reblog this
(Source: caattnip)
Science of the Physical Pain Associated with Heartbreak
You lose a part of yourself when connections are lost, and its not far-fetched to say that you feel completely empty inside. There’s an ache, a deep ache that erupts from the inside of our bodies longing for the past. The pain is real and there’s no other way to describe how bad it really hurts than to name it heartbreak.
When a person feels secluded or feels loss, changes in the brain’s blood flow occur. The anterior cingulate cortex (responsible for regulating physical pain distress) becomes more active during these times, causing the physical pain associated with heartbreak. (via)
(Source: lazyyogi)
somepsychedelia:
Just breathe! Don’t you know it’s gonna be alllll right!
"Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation. If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.
It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too. No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged."
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ THIS.
Depression is not a synonym for being sad or having a bad day/bad week.
It’s not a PHASE. It’s not a CHOICE. It’s not LAZINESS.
spread the word guys.
(via general-grievous)
(Source: sherunsfromdarkness)